A minute of pain

Yesterday afternoon, I was walking at an office in Kasetsart Campus. There was a small building which the roof corner was as low as my forehead level, it was on the way I had to pass. I had to step down by the stairs to the lower path and then the roof was on the next step. While I was walking and looking down to the lower path and thought of something. Suddenly, my forehead was attack against the roof loudly and I fell backwardly down. My left leg which had already some pain was bended to the back and the pain was increased rapidly at time. I thought I could have lost my leg. A few officers saw this incident and ran to me for help. After getting back home, I had to massage my leg with very warm water to relief the bad pain. Luckily, I went to a massage girl today and she said that there was not any serious broken muscle inside, just only swelling.

I just got angry to myself, I always look down to the ground while I am walking. My head attack other objects once in a while, nevertheles, when I walk, still look down to the ground, my shoulder bend down that cause my head down, and my mind is not in peace. These are why I don't see the objects in front of my head. Hurt, hurt and hurt.

As a matter of fact, to think positively, I was still luckier than some of my friends. I just got some pain but some of us got cancer, diabetes or heart disease, etc. Why do I have to complain. Just practise my walking and try to look straight now.

I believe in Karmma or " sin" , which are the bad things being done long time ago and return back. I believe I had also committed some bad things before, then they showed up and returned. A lot of bad things happening to me make me remind of bad behaviour in the past. Therefore, not only trying to be happy but I wish to win Karmma or the sin coming to me. Presently, I try to practise good things such as giving, loving, positive thinking, and forgiving. Any one want to take advantage from me, I'd let him do it. Wish for one thing, survival and have my family safe.